.Wednesday, December 22, 2010 ' 3:44 AM Y
AtelphobiaA kid once said: "Love is when someone hurt you & you got so mad but you didnt yell at them 'cause you know, it will hurt their feelings too"hi. have you eaten your tang yuan? i've eaten mine at hougang mall, plus my dinner too. i woke up in the state of shock this morning, and its apparently early as its only 10plus. but i cant go back to sleep, the dream was too real. some disaster stuffs, and the worst thing is, i dreamt of him. anyway, after brushing my metal teeth, i ate breakfast & watch tv at the same time. after that, i did the household chores willingly.
surprised? i really had nothing to do. but i left my phone one side today, didnt have any impt text anyway. going to
skypark later. abit random lah, but whatever, i'm not the one paying. so i'm gonna be a one-day-tourist, go there and camwhore. heard the night view of spore is
really beautiful.saw the phrase above? it made me think of that particular morning when he cant go out & sent a text about it. i was really angry and i shouted in my room, no one was at home. i blasted my music and went back to sleep, ignoring his text. i was awakened by another text, and realised i didnt reply him. so i texted him and went back to sleep. he replied, but i ignored. after a few mins, he called.
"hello are you angry? dont angry lah, i'm really really sorry" "nope i'm sleeping" "dont lie! i know it when you're angry" "i'm really not,why should i get angry for?i also cant do anything what" "okay i know you're angry, dont angry please. i bring you out next time k" shit , i still can rmb what he say. i should just say "ya i'm freaking angry, dont want to talk to you today,bye" and end the call. why the hell i still chatted with him till afternoon? i didnt know whether i will hurt his feelings or not, but i know if i let him know that i'm angry,i will seem to be a bitch.
but whatever, it's the past now. no use saying this anymore.
