.Saturday, December 18, 2010 ' 4:50 AM Y
Lost Track Of Time.that feeling where you have so much to say, to let out but you just can't because you're scared that things a different way which will just screw everything up and plus you feel like no one understands you.went to dye my hair with mom, dad say i look so different from yesterday, which i dont really think so. walked around after that, bought a birthday present for fides, its her 2nd birthday tmr. when she open the wrapper, she went
WOW, because its her favourite barney bag. fonsol was disappointed because he expected us to give him something too. when his sister open the wrapper, he looked at me with the disappointing look, and then turn to check whether is there more in the plastic bag. but when i promised him that we will buy something nice from taiwan,
he smiled,immediately.
see, this is how powerful promises can be. but what if i forget to buy him souvenir? what if i only rmb buying for his sister? he will end up crying. i think the first thing when i reach taiwan i will find something for fonsol first, i dont want him to be disappointed and cry as i know that feeling. before going off, i think i have to rush all my projects. i dont want to have any burden when i'm travelling.
when i travel, thats the only time i can let go of everything and just think of myself. i hope this year will also be like that.
i hope.i never want to text anyone first because i dont want to be a bother to you, i dont want to feel like i'm bothering you, i dont like anticipating your reply and waiting forever, i dont want to be interrupting you if you're busy, i dont want to wake you up, i dont want you to think that i'm some clingy ass person ; because if someone wants to talk to me, they would.
