.Friday, January 07, 2011 ' 8:09 AM Y
because of you, i tried my hardest just to forget everything. i know it's over, & it never really beganbut in my heart, it was so real. i smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything's perfect pretend i'm really strong..but you dont know how much i wanna talk to you.it is hard to stay positive when nothing ever goes right.girls just want someone to wants them back;at least thats what i want.you know what? i start to doubt my smile & laughter. even though i laugh, it's not deep from the heart & that's scares me.