.Tuesday, January 04, 2011 ' 2:26 AM Y
EscapismThe tendency to from daily reality or routine by indulging in daydreaming, fantasy or entertainment.i've not been here for 3 days.yea i admit i'm a little lazy & kinda busy with school work plus some entertainment, so didnt bother to on my com & update. first 4 days of 2011 is really
screwed up. first day of school WORST, i almost fainted in the train where i cant see & hear anything at all. my legs dont have any strength to stand at all so i just fall on the floor in the train. i cant even be bothered whether is others looking at me or not because i'm really in pain. lucky anton leonard & nyu is there to block me and lead me the way to the bus stop, or not i think i'll roll down the escalator. go back to school then realized that my grp is suppose to present our answers to the class, but i didnt do it at all. after that i also got to know that we are getting back our results. omg do you know that the feeling of that waiting period is a torture?
i finally know how pigs feel when they know that they are waiting to get slaughtered.today? yea i had cramps again. & i was alone, i really wanted to call somebody to come & help me but to think again, how ppl can help when i'm having cramps? so i just have to walk slowly to the green line at outram park station. i'm kinda worried for my tummy. &&& me,
sick-recover-sick-recover..till now sick again. its only the starting of the year &
this is how suay it is.