.Saturday, January 22, 2011 ' 1:30 AM Y
Hold my hands& tell me that i did a good job, will you?hi, it's a peaceful saturday. i slept 11 hours! slept at 2 woke up at 1. its been a
LOOOOOONG time since i slept this long. felt kinda energetic when i woke up. watched tv, eat lunch & continue to watch & help momsy to do her stuff which is quite redundant. but back of my mind kept thinking of "projects & assignments". so after helping mom i took my stuffs out to do. I TOTALLY GAVE UP ON DSS, dont know how to do sia. carried on with my tutorials. had curry fish head for dinner! super sinful, but it's freaking nice! i only ate half bowl of the rice, which makes it NOT as sinful.hahahaha.
i should really praise myself. although random things still make me think of him, but not as much as last time. it's only a week, but it feels like a year since everything happened. perhaps he's another passing crush,
oh no he's not just a crush, i'm sure he's more than that. it's because he hurt me too badly, & i realised it's useless to hold on. well i'm not a fickle-minded girl right?
(please say i'm not!) hmmm, in class we still exchanged eye contacts, but i'm not the one who initiated hi. & i'm not gonna do so. georgy asked how am i, i told her that i'm not missing him as much as last time, i'm not gonna initiate anything. i'm still gonna smile & say hi, if only you do it first. we're still friends what, of course still must say hi ma. & ya, georgy is attached! congrates to her man~ ya i told some of my friends about her before. of course i would feel happy for her & sincerely hope that her relationship would last long.
lastly to those guys outside, please dont flirt with other girls when you're attached. some bastard came & ask me out, number & all those stupid flirting stuffs. when i went to his profile, whatthehell he's freaking attached & he's asking me out!? i feel like slapping his face man totally. this shows that he doesnt really treat his relationship well, which makes me feel sad for his girlf.
honestly saying, i'm losing faith in love. PS: please, don't be so good to me.
