.Monday, January 31, 2011 ' 6:02 AM Y
I will if you will.dont trust too much, dont love too much, dont hope too much because too much can hurt you so much.rainy rainy monday. when i went out of the house this morning, i nearly thought that it's only 4 plus in the morning, i cant even see my keys,which one to slot correctly to the correct holes, like a blind woman. & it's freaking scary to walk alone at punggol walkways because the ppl here dont make ANY noise when they walk. i almost screamed when i saw a maid holding a boy passed by me.
IT IS REALLY THAT SCARY OKAY. managed to survive without any heart attacks to the bus stop, and took the train with leonard & gabriel. took cab to school again~ hahaha but i always got to take free rides thanks to leonard. & you know what, the moment i reached school, i chiong to cheers & bought
chilli crab cup noodles & ate at the student plaza,HAHAHA! zai right? it's super shiok i sure. next time got time i shall try again *wink wink* anyway, while eating my cup noodles, i was being asked by nyu :
"eunice, where is boss uh?" wa her face uh, seems super familiar. it's like when debbie, liting, jacinth & yjh bombing me qns, super scaary.
"HOW I KNOW SIA" thats what i replied ^^ but then, of course, they gave me the mr hehe look, & georgy totally just talked without thinking! seriously bth~ after that, we went to ourspace & start on our project. but thennnn... steph was late, & everything was with her, we end up facebooking & tumblr-ing -.- should have slept longer! whatever, i got to enjoy my chilli crab cup noodle & a cup of hot latte at the freezing cold ourspace~ had POA revision lecture, the lecturer was kinda cute, hahaha I MEANT THE WAY HE TEACH,NOT LOOKS KTHX. i asked bervin whether he & his kiddos coming or not, but then he said they gonna do project. however, they showed up at my lecture , without my cheese fries! -.- after lecture, went to lunch & then go for blaw lesson. the moment i stepped in the class, tan suan ping was like : "eunice you today very havoc hor!"
i knew that she's gonna aim me for the rest of the lesson liao~ the lesson today was kinda fun, LOTS OF CRAP. i like (Y) school ended, we went to co-op & bought stuffs to decorate the card for anderlin, she was admitted to hospital last friday ): i was super worried for her i swear, my mood totally went down when i know about her condition. went to sgh & visit her, lucky she look okay, if not i think i would really cry in front of her. hope she can discharge asap!
do you know that actually i've already know that you're just trying to attract my attention? everytime you say something in class you will look at me. please, i have instinct, i know it when you are looking at me. whatever you said today is really dumb & stupid, although it's funny. yea, i realised that you've cut your hair. what you trying to imply now? you told me that you wont cut your hair, over your dead body. & now? your hair is getting shorter & shorter. i bet it's another girl tell you to do so right. i dont deny that i still miss you sometimes, but it's when i saw something related to you. why the hell are you trying to attract my attention? my friends have already told me what you've been doing when i'm not looking at you. i purposely walked past you, without saying hi, unexpected? sorry thats me. i dont do anything for you to expect. i'm not just another girl. & whythehell you follow behind me, talking so loudly? wanting me to turn back & look at you? i wanted to do so. there is a few times today i really want to go up to you and ask stuffs. but i look at you, i think of the things you told me, & it made me walked away. there was a few times when i saw you looking at me, because i was looking at you too. we had eye contact, but nothing happened. you asked me to be in your life, but you showed me that you're a coward. i thought you have lots of confidence in girls? why, lost your confidence isit? dont expect me to talk to you first, if you dont initiate, we wont be talking, it's not like i cannot do without you. i still have other choices. i wont say that it's your loss that you didnt chose me, but i should say i'm lucky to know that actually you are just trying to bluff me with all your lies. "i dont care if i never see you again, i'll be alright"you, another one. making me more & more bth. can you stop telling me about you & your guy friends? you think everytime you tell me about it i will get jealous isit? taking photos with guys DOESNT mean that you have alot of guy friends, they are just some passerby. come on lah, think keep mentioning about guys going out with you, taking photos with you & talking to you very big isit? they are just using you. i've told you before face to face but you dont listen, die die also want to step into hell. i hinted you, but you are stupid enough to misunderstood my meaning. *faints* if you think that telling me will make me jealous, let me tell you, i have more than you. you are just trying to show that you're high-profile right? go ahead, i have already tell you so many times & yet you dont want to listen, fine. i'm not jealous that you have alot of friends, because they are just hi-bye friends, useless yknow. all you know is to ask stupid questions & making comments at wrong timing. i've already told you that i'm worried for anderlin & i'm not in the mood to entertain. & what you ask me? "why so emo, because he never reply you isit?" FREAKYOU, which part of my sentence you dont understand? dont make me angry, one day i might really just flare up. january,this rollercoaster, is coming to an end, finally.
