.Sunday, January 09, 2011 ' 7:54 AM Y
Kainotophobia- the fear of changes.The moment when you hear something you really didn’t want to know and it feels as if your heart is literally breaking.my confession?
The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don’t care at all.And sometimes we joke, and sometimes we’re serious. Sometimes we’re just random talking and sometimes we don’t talk at all. But not sometimes, but all of the times I feel comfortable with you, and I trust you with every word I say. You’re more than a friend.I miss you once again. I was doing so well. I thought I was getting along, but it comes in waves. And when I hear your name, when I see the summer stars. It’s back to that very night when you slipped away. The pain lingers on in the back of my mind.
i'm too tired to really update what happened to me this few days. i'm having insominia, a very serious one. i might need someone to knock me down & then i can sleep well. i really hate it when every single thing makes me think of him. i start to feel afraid, afraid that i cant let go. i'm afraid that we'll get drifted apart, i'm afraid of everything that might change... every night before i sleep, this is what i will think, sleeping with the 'afraid' feeling. tell me how to sleep peacefully? i dont want anybody to be worried, but smiling doesnt mean i'm happy.
