.Saturday, January 15, 2011 ' 7:34 AM Y
One big question mark.I like to pretend that everything’s alright. Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not.went to USS today. i decided to put everything aside and just played till i dropped. indeed, everything was so fun. sat almost all nice rides. & i could really temporarily forgot everything when i'm on the rides. especially the revenge of mummies. i suddenly miss the feeling when i'm on the ride. i cant forget today,
i can say that today is the happiest day i had for the past 15 days. the happiest one. i know that my everyday should be the happiest day of my life. i will try to do that, hope that i can do it.
you called when you think of me, not even think... you called when you needed help from me. ya i know at least you called. but you gave me a feeling that you call for the sake of asking a favour, not because you randomly think of me. at least you crap with me awhile & then ask for favour, i will feel happier because i think that you might be thinking of me. but that was not the case. you called several times a day asking the same question. other than that you just kept quiet. okay you might say that your friend is beside you thats why you will kinda feel a little awkward if we're having a normal conversation. then dont give a damn call to me when you dont intend to have a normal conversation & expect me to listen whats your conversation with that guy! you asked "why you so emo?" when i told you that you should go entertain your friend. "no i not emo, dont you think that my voice change already meh?" "erm, no leh" you find any difference because you dont even bother to rmb how i sound, or should i say, you dont even want to bother about my affairs. i know, you did asked why am i sick, and i was a little happier. but after that? you asked for the sake of asking only can? i shouldnt carry my hopes too high to you, i jolly well know that. f-my-life.
