.Thursday, February 03, 2011 ' 8:42 AM Y
Build castles in the airLearn to fall,learn to take a fall,and learn to get back up again. but i always screw things up...happy chinese lunar to all of you in the world! chu yi, i woke up at 11plus & bathed & went out without eating breakfast. went to pray at the temple near my house & went to fetch ruiqi & gugu to ah ma's house. we reached ah ma's house at around 1plus, & started eating her super-delicious-&-yummy-ttm meesua. i spammed all the peanuts & veggies, ate half of the bowl & my stoamch's bursting.
REALLY DAMN FULL. left the rest at the table & went around the living room to walk around to let it digest awhile. a few hours later i went back to eat again. omg chu yi is like
a day of eating, not chinese new year. i spent my whole after watching my taiwan videos & looking at photos. at 6plus, went out with dad & ruiqi to buy our dinner for the whole money. & we started to gamble at 8plus. WOOHOO IT'S DAMN FUN. i might be an addictive gambler when i grow up, LOLJK. HAHAHAH! i thought that i would pms & be in a bad mood for the whole afternoon because i'm having my thing, & it's the first day -.- last year also like that sia whatthehell. but lucky i wasnt, or not i dont know how am i gonna survive the whole day today. going out with family again tmr, but we dont have an actual plan to follow. huimin asked me out tmr,
i'm still considering~ i feel like unfollowing some of my friends on my twitter, not that i dont like them, but their life is
just revolving them with their boyf only. yes i'm envy of ppl being lovey-dovey, but thats abit too much uh. every single tweet it's about them. not only one, but it's a
FEW FRIENDS tweeting tgt. are they in some grp or something?can you all at least think of others that is finding for one?
you all make it seems so easy for 2 to get tgt, but in fact it's the most difficult things on earth.
okay sorry, i'm PMS-ing. will the history repeat itself? i dont want to make you as my habit,because i will get hurt if you leave my life. but to think back again, go ahead & leave, i've already got used to ppl leaving me. all guys just like to talk to girls like that right? i have a few in hands now. they totally showed me the true colours of each & every guys. no use getting dumb over another guy, i dont even intend to trust anymore. i hope i can guard my heart properly, no... it's a must. i must guard peroperly, i will be my first priority.
