.Thursday, February 24, 2011 ' 9:00 PM Y
Let it beI give up. I’m tired of waiting and wishing.last night was...*silence* i was feeling down, for no reason. okay maybe not no reason, is a reason that i know. i think quite alot yesterday, although i still didnt figure anything out, but there are some problems that have
no answers. i know somehow i'm playing with fire, i didnt expect things will turn out this way.
i will put out the fire before it will burn my whole heart. it's not that i wanna give up before trying, is just that i've no courage to do anything.
Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is. Some things we just have to learn over and over again. be strong? this is a phrase that's easy to say,but it's a hard thing to do when you're broken. & i found out that i'm still a broken girl, if you understand what i meant.
"Don’t fall in love. Fall off a bridge, it hurts less." this is so true.
nevermind, i will find my way out today, & totally concentrate on revision. I should: never expect, never assume, never demand.I should know: my limits, where i stand, my role.Don't: get affected, get jealous, get paranoid.I'll just go with the flow & stay happy.
