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.Friday, March 25, 2011 ' 6:28 AM Y

Family

Sometimes when people stop caring, you just need to accept it and stop trying.

i totally lost my respect to you. i still have to depend on the weather i am able to go to pray my own grandfather? if it's sunny, it's my mom who can go, if it's rainy, i'm going. 3 of us still have to stress how to sit in the car because we have to squeeze 6-7 ppl in one 5-seater can. eh mind you, you have a car right? you can ask your husband to drive right? we bloodyhell have to squeeze & vote who can go to pray just because of your selfishness. just because that your daughters arent going, so you dont wanna drive. FYL SERIOUSLY. you want an old woman to squeeze with 5 ppl for a half-an-hour ride? she's my grandma, your mom. cant you be a little considerate? i know, you dont even treat me as your niece since young, you're biased since the youngest one is born. my mom told me everything you said before. eh hello, i'm your niece, not an adopted child. what can you do except for boasting about your freaking branded bags? they're not nice at all. what prada, vuitton, gucci. come on, be practical. you have difficulties in life already, you have not enough money. & yet you wanna spent half of your asset to buy an ugly green prada? my dad, your brother, have always love you since young. do you ever think of him? my mom, your sister-in-law, gave you lots of beauty products for free for the past 20 years,you know how much she could earn from you? more than the price of yur dream bag Hermes. you wanna be practical right, why should i be kind to you? going overseas as a family is always your mom's dream. your mom's favourite child is your brother, my dad. but before booking tickets, did you even ask our opinions? i was having exams at the period of time, my parents aint free, did you ask? NO. you totally just went to the company & booked tix for 8. the whole family went, except the 3 of us. after you guys come back, your mom asked, why i couldnt go, i said i was having exams. you turned & said,"really? if i knew i would postpone the whole trip!" what an act, you didnt even ask, how would you know!? the older i am, the more ugly sides i've seen. you are one of the ugliest person i've ever seen. whenever my friends said about their family, i feel nothing but envious. i have a family members who are money-minded, biased, selfish.grandma?she always love the youngest one the most. aunts, their own child & each other daughters. next time when others ask me how many ppl are there in my family tree, i would say : 3person. my parents & me. every family dinner, we will be fighting over something. reunion dinner, we will be comparing about something. whats the point then? sorry i lost every single bit of respect to you. you are still my elder, i wouldnt say that "if i have a chance, i would slap you up down left right" such stuffs. but dont expect me to talk to you or even call you. i would not need your help even i'm in trouble. i would not depend on my so-called family. i rather depend on my friends. no friends? fine i have myself.i dont believe that i cant live in the world alone. even after my parents are up at heaven, i would not ever recognise you as my dad's sister. you are another outsider to me now, even my friends are closer to me than you. i'm rude? this is what you get for treating my parents badly, from me. i'm ashamed, for having the same surname as you. i'm ashamed for my dad, for having such a sister. i'm ashamed for your mom, for teaching you to be a money-minded & biased. what a family i have. we only have 11 ppl, but then, i felt that i only have 2 with me. my parents. you say you want to move back to AMK right, go ahead. i wont go your punggol house ever again. sorry, i dont even wanna see you. i rather spend some money on cab than squeezing in the car with you. i rather eat alone than eating with the family. i rather go out with my frens than having some retarded family gathering. i rather be at home watching some stupid shows & eat cup noodles than eating reunion dinner with the family. i rather stay at home & sleep my day off rather than going to the house & see those faces that i would have the rush to slap. family? what is it? is it something that could be eaten?

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